I feel really self conscious when my boyfriend looks at my face?

I feel like I look really ugly or something when we’re sitting and talking and when he looks at me. I always look down when I’m talking to him and I can’t sit still when we’re sitting down and talking and he’s looking at me, I start walking around and stuff. We’re going to have our first kiss soon, it’s been a year since we’ve been together and we still haven’t kissed. I honestly can’t wait any longer so I’m going to do it in school. The only private place in my school is somewhere outside where everyone usually plays soccer but its always empty when we have our free classes. There’s going to be a lot of sun outside and I think i’m going to look way too ugly, can we kiss without the looking into each others eyes stuff? I’ve never been like this before, I think I’m pretty but i can never say it in front of him, he makes me feel so insecure even though he doesn’t really say anything bad to me O.o He thinks I’m beautiful and gorgeous but i never believe him.When other guys compliment me, I actually believe them when they call me hot or something. Why don’t i believe my boyfriend? What do i do? Also, can you give me some tips about how to kiss a guy first and you know all that kind of stuff.
No rude comments please, I already think I’m ugly :/

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I doubt your ugly, and you and your boyfriend have been together a year i doubt he thinks your ugly. the truth is, is that he looks at your face because he thinks you are beautiful! Don’t let how you perceive yourself reflect on how good of a person you are. Everyone is beautiful, try to believe when people say you are hot or pretty, don’t automatically think they are lying, block out the negative side you think you have.

Honestly I understood what you mean. But if he loves you, he loves you and it doesn’t matter what you look it, but if everyone is saying you are pretty then you just have to try and believe it, there is no need to feel self conscious about kissing him or anything he loves you for you. There is no need to be insecure and when you kiss you don’t have to look at each other’s faces that much, just look into each other’s eyes or something and when you do kiss feel confident. Hope everything goes right 🙂