It’s true. I feel invisible in school, but when I get do get attention (which is rare) I don’t really get it for good reasons. I feel ashamed for nothing all the time. I get nervous. I have no friends at all. No relatives or family, except my mom. And even our relationship is really bad. If I was kicked out of my house, I would have no place to go. I’m getting bad grades in school, I’m in 10th grade and 15. The only thing that’s keeping me alive is my day-dreams, internet, harry potter. I forget about reality. But when I think about reality, like right now, I feel really stressed and have panic attacks. If I fail in 10th grade, I’ll not be able to go to college and all my dreams and hopes will die and I’ll probably kill myself. I’m all alone in my life, I have only my mom in my life, and she misunderstands me. I’m not able to live peacefully since 3 years.
I don’t want to look like I’m ranting or trying to get attention, it’s just that I have no one to share my feelings with
Should I kill myself? What should I do? I don’t think I can live like that all my life
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Highschool is tought but it will be done and over with soon enough
Self help books are a good idea, like joyce meyers, and a few others might be good.
Its just an option but maybe do some volunteer work, or join a club it will help you make friends outside of school, and get you out of the house.
Failing 10th grade won’t be the end of the world if it happens. You will always have other options available.
Do not kill yourself, you are not alone, lots of people have felt the same way you do, even me sometimes but i don’t do it.
Im glad to hear you like harry potter and day dreaming, maybe look into spirituality you might at least find it interesting.
You’re a very bright person. You should never kill yourself. So many people have made it out of their troubles. Troubles are the beginning of success. Day follows night. Triumph follows struggles. Always remember this. You can make wonders. Someone like you is definitely more mature than the people around them of the same age. What you need to do is start a new page. Start a fresh page. A new you.
Your life will get better. Now you’ll start to grow and you’ll start to know what you’re all about. Trust me, you can and will make wonders with your life. Having bad grades doesn’t mean you’ll never end up in college. I feel your pain. Hang in there. It’ll soon all be better.
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Killing yourself won’t solove ur problems… There’s someone in this world going through a lot more painful things than u are and they don’t see suicide as an option.. Stop caring about what people think of u and start living ur life and make ur dreams come true… in life everything can’t be important… ur dreams wont come true if u sit there feeling sorry for yourself.. Somebody loves u…
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less likely that a yahoo answer can solve all your problems. talk with your mother and tell her your feelings. tell her that you need professional help and go meet a good therapist. your life may seem pretty f*cked up to you but not so to a professional. All your problems are solvable but needs professional help.